I'm about to play SWG. We're still on a shit load going to Dallas, but at least this time it has the potential of turning out well. We're going to an assigned customer for a blind pick-up, which means that we won't know where the load is going until we get there. At least with that there's hope, right?

Things have been smoothed over between Mara and I. I sat back there, and I sat back there, and I finally admitted to myself that I was going to have to say something or I was going to drive myself crazy. So I finally told Mara that I needed to ask her a question. I asked her if she had decided to stay with me because she wanted to be with me, or if she stayed with me because she's more afraid of change. This sparked a conversation that turned out well in the end. I won't go into details, but I think it was resolved for me when Mara came back, hugged me and said "I chose you."

She laid to rest my fears that she had slept with Bobby. Well, she negated them, anyway. She insists that she did spend the night with Cathy, but that she had met Bobby that night. Of course, with nothing being simple, this casts a shadow upon Cathy in my eyes. One has to wonder if Mara met Bobby when she and Cathy went out. I also wonder how all that was choreographed.

But I've decided not to dwell on it. Since out last few wrestling sessions things have seemed much better between us. Whatever resentment Mara may have harbored has gone away. Time will tell whether that is an act or not, but I feel like I can have my peace.