Ok. So I couldn't help myself. I said something. Mara said that she had met someone. She said "nothing happened". She said that she had been unhappy for the past 2 years and she thought it was us. Supposedly now she realizes that it wasn't.

As I write this I'm fully aware of how it sounds. I suppose I could best sum up what I feel by saying that I'm hurt, but probably not as hurt as I could be or should be. And I'm not entirely surprised. But in the end I can't accept "nothing happened". Physical or not, something did most certainly happen.