I just frustrated myself trying to find an actress with grey eyes whose name I cannot remember. All I remember is that I used to get her confused with Maud Adams. I'm not sure why I wound up looking for this woman. I was on Google and I thought I'd see if I could find her in the images. But, of course, I don't know who I'm looking for. All I remember about her is that she had these startling grey eyes and that she played in a lot of really bad movies. She's one of only a handful of people I've met or know of who have or had eyes like that. Justice is another. And there was this girl in Moonville, South Carolina at a supermarket.

I guess maybe that's one of the main reasons I would like to find a picture of this woman. For some reason it's important to me to show Mara what Justice's eyes looked like. I should probably drop this. I've pointed out people with similar eyes so often that Mara just looks at me now and she usually dismisses it.

I dunno. Maybe in some way I'm trying to find Justice. There's an uncomfortable thought. I don't think I've talked about her much. I'm not going to tonight, either. It's time to go to bed.