I'm going to bed. I swore I wouldn't sit up this late. Not sure why I did. Well, I was about to go to bed but had signed on to Everquest for a few moments. While I was on, Mara signed in. We hung out for just a few minutes. It really drove home how much I miss her, and how much I don't want to be on the road anymore. The only thing that matters to me now is having a life and being at home, and being with Mara. We had our run. We made some great money on the road there for a few years. But we did nothing with it. So that time and those chances have come and gone. There's no use in pouting about it. From here on out all I want is to be happy. I don't have to be wealthy or even comfortable. Being on the road has taught me that the only thing that matters is family. Mara is my family. Well, Mama is my family, too, but in a different way. Okay, maybe I should say that Mara is home. And I dearly miss home.