Been a little depressed today. And I was in such a good mood yesterday. A lot of it has to do with Ray bitching us out today. Stupid fucker. He forces us to switch out a trailer first thing. Then, when we're behind because of it, he starts up the "you should have left earlier" bullshit. I'm so sick of Ray. It's going to be really hard to play it smart these last few weeks. We still need one big favor from Ray to get us home right before Mara's surgery, and to let us stay on this run until then. In the meantime we keep Ray happy and I keep my mouth shut. That's going to be hard.